i would die if i didn’t see you again in my lifetime, mon cher

Je te chérirai pour le reste de ma vie ! If you don’t like tea i gave you something of your choice <33

It’s amazing to meet you! <33 now that you’re hopefully settled would you like to know somethings about me?

♡︎; Names:
❤︎ I’m Ryker-Michael Perez
or you can call me heinreich, michael, william junot, mikael, matthias,or pilot! or any fictionkin names like jean, karl, arnaud! Because i priest main, i am also referred to as priesty lightheartedly amongst friends! <3 our system name is grotesque martyrs!
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Gender + Pronouns + Sexuality
❤︎ i go by he/him and he/she pronouns I am infact okay with any pronouns! <33 and i do not need to be solely adressed by he/him i enjoy to express my gender in any sort of way, and i don’t see any conformity with how i need to present, as long as i’m just a respectful person and i respect other people’s boundaries.❤︎ i’m a omnisexual cinthean gaybian marsic intersex miaspec bigender male and i’m bear/otter brotherhood (i’m hairy and mostly skinny but sligthly chubby so i identify as a bear and otter.) ! i’m also a boyflux rosboy, drag queen, non-binary, gender nonconforming, solarian, pangender, two-spirit demisexual and grayace nebularomantic. my pronoun page explains it better <3 ( https://pronouns.cc/@.kaubstaircase ) latest carrd update: 12/27/25Ethnicity/Race, Religon, Height, Age + etc
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❤︎ i’m 5’9, christian, poc, black/african american (ghana nigerian), mexican, native american, filipino, french, welsh (southern wales), danish, russian, irish (leinster), ivory coast, west midlands, cameroon, scottish, and german. I’m also a Californian! intj + infj, phlegmatic, 5w8w1 , aries
i’m 5teen, i’m introverted, multitalented, neurodiverse, and i’m a system. i’m also a fictionkin, otherhearted, therian and i’m also traditional goth, modern traditional goth, crust punk, post-punk, maximalist, whimsigoth, and gyaru! (leftist and also a socialist ) i enjoy coldwave, dark wave, minimal wave, gothic rock, alternative, new wave, and rock, any era during 1900s and before, classical, Italian opera, church choir, punk, ska, vkei, blues, swing, ska punk, rap, r&b/soul. I enjoy all genres <3 discord is: .incarnated.freak
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Likes & Dislikes❤︎ likes: frits, lily, my son, art, animating, photography, design, roleplaying, chatting, running, woodcraft, history, abstract art, creativity, bliss, formality, tea, making music, making people happy, classical music, my ocs, pairing ocs 4 fun, daydreaming, writing, all music genres and any song, comfortable textures, friends, romance, my interests and fandoms, animals, history, warfare studies, historical critical thinking analysis, interests in any era or area of history and the culture of many places, debating, and science.
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❤︎ dislikes: people not respecting my boundaries, annoying guiltrippy people who wallow in their self pity 24/7, weirdos, being taken advantage of or gaslighted or gultripped, feeling trapped, paranoia, panic attacks, hallucinations, rude + insensitive horrible disgusting people, being yelled at, fascism, being mistreated, certain textures, the sound of two water bottles rubbing together, squeak sounds, ears ringing. schoolwork, social battery being worn out. People not being careful at all with me or ignoring me or how i may be feeling, when it’s clear.
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❤︎ BYI : please be patient with me! it could be hard sometimes for me to get to things <33 i love you and text me ANYTIME! text messages are like gifts to me! and please be gentle with me when we’re first meeting cause i can get paranoid!
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❤︎ boundaries : please be patient and gentle with me i am easily startled! and do not ever send me any ominous messages or paranoia inducing phrases because it’ll cause me terrible stress and please try and be kind, if i make mistakes correct me do not yell at me please!
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❤︎ DNI:
Pedophillies, Zoophiles, Necrophiles, Racists, Sexists, Ableists, Abusers, Truscums/Transmeds, TERFS, Homophobes, Transphobes, TCC, Incest Supporters, Pro-Contact Paras ( and i get mostly uncomfortable with individuals with unrecovered paraphillias.), Proshippers/Darkshippers, Bigots, Xenophobics, R@pists, Cults, Groomers, Endogenics, N@zis, Zionists, and Antisemites, or an problematic gross groups/individuals i haven't listed!
Also dni if you have malicious intent, doxx people, stalk people, and are rude/violent/agressive, or even just micro-agressive, gossipers/people who spread false rumors, people who use unreclaimable slurs, and people who don't respect boundaries or also harmfully manipulate people! i am currently healing from awful people who have done awful things to me and and i do not want to have someone be gross to me! if you’re a trump supporter or are far-right wing literally get away from me! and i hate people who condone genocides, or simply don’t care about issues people face because they don’t experience it. I really do not like people who glamorize or romanticize history or idolize historical figures.
If you are one of these or supports someone who is one please do not interact with me at all! I seriously do not have the time to deal with people like this, and i’m very busy. I am also none of the things listed above i find it repulsive. I know these individuals will talk to me anyways, but this is to show where i stand, and i block freely
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❤︎ BYI 2:
I do ask that people act kind and careful with me because this is a space that i respectfully really don't want rude people in especially as i am trving to recover from all i've experienced i’m a survivor of many things ( ramcoa, cult, sa, abuse and more ) and i do not feel very comfortable talking about it
I am genuinely in a lot of physical and mental pain and i need a healthy environment in order to feel safe and comfortable! I hope you all understand! I love vou all <3
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❤︎ Extra: you can vent to me anytime! i’m always here 4 u and talk to me about whatever! You’re safe <33 This is a safe space!
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❤︎ FACTS:
I play the violin, cello, drums (marching), timpani, and the trumpet!❤︎ I don’t got a g&b main but i love being priest/chaplain, surgeon, officer, sapper or seaman particularly! and i have almost all g&b badges OO YEAH js a bit behind! I also have over 250+ g&b ocs yeaah.. and they’re all written❤︎ I’m a writer, artist, animator, musician, photographer, and a philosopher! i aspire to be in law or science <3❤︎ i can write poems in old english sorta and i can write very formally❤︎ i know so many songs and pieces that it makes me sound INSANE! just play something and i’ll recognize it! i like a lot of niche and underground music and i love all genres and i like to share it around so hopefully it gets more popular! <3 i don’t like it to seem different or unique but these artists are super talented and often deserve recognition!
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FICTIONKINS ( I don’t kin them severely heavy! and i may feel connected to them and not have aspects of their personality! ) LIST:
❤︎ Stanislaus Katczinsky (WF)
❤︎ Enjolras (LES MIS)
❤︎ Jean-Louise (G&B) <— fav from gnb <33
❤︎ Wheatley (P2)
❤︎ Barry Williams (G&B)
❤︎ Jacob (G&B)
❤︎ Arnaud / Scared French Soldier (G&B)
❤︎ Karl / Unnamed Prussian Officer (G&B)
❤︎ Wallter & Mark (REGRET)
❤︎ Mark Heathcliff (TMC)
❤︎ Arthur Morgan (RDR2)
❤︎ Joseph Joestar (JJBA)
❤︎ Robert E. O. Speedwagon (JJBA)
❤︎ Diavolo (JJBA)
❤︎ Medic (TF2)
❤︎ Soldier (TF2)
❤︎ Deimos (MADCOM)
❤︎ 2BDAMNED (MADCOM)
❤︎ Katana (Phighting!)
❤︎ SCP-049 & 035
❤︎ Johnny Cade (Outsiders)
❤︎ Anya & Daisuke (MW)
❤︎ Accardi Florentino (8:11)
❤︎ Streber (SM)
❤︎ Craig, Tweek, Stan (SP)
❤︎ Octavious (NATM)
❤︎ Cracklin (IOON)
❤︎ Guest 1337 (TLG / FORSAKEN)
❤︎ Mafioso (DG)
❤︎ Elvira (EMOTD)
❤︎ John Marston (RDR)
❤︎ Randy Jade (DT)
❤︎ Oliver Swift (DT)
❤︎ Sgt. Norm Allen (DT))
❤︎ Gakupo (VOCALOID)
❤︎ Igor (Tyler Album)
❤︎ Captain Caviar Cookie (CRK)
❤︎ Red Guy (DHMIS)
❤︎ Mark Heathcliff (TMC)
❤︎ Reverend Rod Putty (Moral Orel)
❤︎ Ghostface (DBD/S)
❤︎ Guest (RBLX)
(W.I.P, this list is very outdated!)

fandoms / interests : guts & blackpowder, blood & iron, l&c centaura, last dawn, walking dead, forsaken, the long long holiday, roblox myths, let him go., ocean terror, dream game, block tales, all quiet on the western front, waterloo 1970, 1917, the alamo 1960s, frankenstein, dracula, chicago, strange case of dr.jeckyll and mr.hyde, 1984, animal farm, fahrenheit 451, berserk, jojo’s bizzare adventure, duck soup, hot fuzz, the most dangerous game, s.t.a.l.k.e.r, baldur’s gate, hannibal, dexter, american psycho, metro exodus, jim’s computer sweeney tod, brokeback mountain, ace attorney, rocky horror picture show, labyrinth, little shop of horrors, priest 1994, cold case, the house that jack built, law and order, in the year of the pig, fringe, last guest, igor + wolf haley trilogy/tyler the creator, is paris burning?, alien stage, ninah. aot, cabaret ensemble, cyberpunk, call of duty black ops, regretevator, evil dead, cry of fear, red dead redemption, napoleon total war, pathologic, dying light, cossacks II napoleonic wars, chainsaw man, soul eater resident evil, devil may cry, the sorry and the pity. the last of us, pokémon, a plague tale requiem, sonic, final destination, fun fun fun forest, madness combat, tmc, stardew valley, beastars, squid games, alice in borderland, all of us are dead, gods will, villainous, metal gear solid, chainsaw lolipop , gta, the sand pebbles, novae, faroff, castle swimmer, arcane, lamb to the slaughter, house md, bbc ghosts, castlevania, grand theft auto, thirteen ( i relate to it) , borhter’s keeper, firebird, reversion, love from beyond war, osora, tag, les misérables, mouth washing, transformers, dc, marvel, star wars, phantom of the opera, epic, night at the museum, life of luxury, htf, bfdi, omori, the world of mr plant, stardew valley, Pokémon, persona everly, evangelion, fallout, 60 seconds, silent hill, magnus archives, morel orel, 8:11, hamilton, tf2, phighting, object shows, das cabinete des dr.caligari, nosferatu, metropolis, saw, color quest, war thunder tusk force, imscared, doctor nowhere, doctor who, chainsaw man, sarah & duck, mlp, the mimic, analog horror, limbus company, hetalia (don’t support!), ninah, aot, lethal company, bungo tray dogs, homestuck, ghostface, the beast slayer, heathers, south park, scp, pjsk, vocaloid, alien stage,wings of fire, warrior cats, scott pilgrim, pvz, weapons, the happening, i have no mouth and i must scream, backrooms, all tomorrows, walten files, fnaf, cuphead, word of honour, dialtown, the summer that hikaru died, bad things, powerbook, creepypasta, death note, gasa4, fnf, tankman, dbd, dbh, crk, sarah & duck, outsiders, genshin impact, hsr, danganronpa, slendytubbies ( 99% of genuinely all fandoms ASK ME! i cant name them all i really like a bunch of stuff 💔geeek)

𒈔mental / physical issues/abnormalities : (diagnosed) synesthesia, a bit of vitiligo, vision problems, astigmatism, GERD gastrointestinal issues, asthma, iron deficiency, anemia, mdd depression, anxiety, autism, recovered anorexic, mcas disorder / mastocytosis, ehlers-danlos syndrome, maladaptive daydreamer,(often imagines complex paracosms) hypersexuality + csb, arthritis quiet bpd, pots, ocd, often nauseous and dizzy, delicate heart, people pleasing, frequent bad migraines, adhd, dyscalculia, dysgraphia, tourettes, scizophrenia, hc-did programmed polyfrag system, cpm + tmj, agoraphobia, scopophobia, narcolepsy, insomnia, hypersomnia, onychophagia, dermatillomania, sh, restless leg syndrome, and c-ptsd, i have a weak mental and physical state so please act with kindness! :))

VI. SOCIALS:
STRAWPAGE:
https://kaubstaircase.straw.page
SEND ME GIMMICKS THEY MAKE ME SMILE! <3
discord: .incarnated.freak
old discord: .pestilencexii
PRONOUNS PAGE
https://pronouns.cc/@.kaubstaircase
SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/user/31tbtwy6yhga5psyccuaojpzlk4u?si=88OgABMyQ7uF90qI9ZizWg
SOUNDCLOUD
https://soundcloud.com/thegamingtwins298?utmsource=clipboard&utmmedium=text&utmcampaign=socialsharing
TWITTER:
https://x.com/catastrophix0
https://x.com/rykrl0vely23?s=21
SPACEHEY
https://spacehey.com/pestilencevaquero
TIKTOK:
https://www.tiktok.com/@velvetsatindreamhttps://www.tiktok.com/@velvetsatindream
OLD YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/@wetoonsanimationz?si=t45yiLm8sVfgWKuB
ROBLOX: https://www.roblox.com/users/333364274/profile
INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/wetoonsanimationz/
REDDIT: https://www.reddit.com/user/WetoonsAnimationz/
STEAM: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199635167059
BLOG: https://www.tumblr.com/pestilencexii
CRK: CastelleEmpire
PJSK UID 420071923561766915
PINTEREST: https://pin.it/1xo4axVqJ
WATTPAD: https://www.wattpad.com/user/Wetoon
AIRBUDS https://i.airbuds.fm/.incarnated.freak/JlTTyJsX9d
SIMPLY PLURAL
martyrsgrotesque
PLURALKIT
https://dash.pluralkit.me/profile/s/zuepcp?tab=system&view=listSMALL LIL INTRO!૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡
── .✦ RYKER’S INTRO ✦. ──
⭑.ᐟ name : ryker-michael perez / william / mikalo / heinreich / pilot
age ⤷ :4-5teen
. ₊ orientation: queer (maybe achillean uranic or gay/bi?) bear brotherhood
prns ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 : he/she
⋆.˚ gender : inters ⚥ 💛💜miaspec rosboy male
page ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ : ⌗. kaubstaircase.carrd.co
dms ₊˚⊹ ᰔ : OF COURSE! HIEE! just be gentle <33
⋆. 𐙚 extra info: trad goth, crust-punk, maximalist, christian, artist, writer, musician, confident public speaker, leftist, socialist, debator, philosopher preacher/evangelist, introverted (i really love people still!) , history, warfare, law, and science nerd, multifandom, multiracial poc, autistic, neurodivergent, lgtbq+,coldwave, dark wave, minimal wave, gothic rock, alternative, new wave, and rock, 1900s, classical, Italian opera, church choir, punk, rap, r&b/soul. I enjoy all genresotherhearted, therian and a yume! ( but i don’t say what my yumes r bc they’re super light and i’m sharing! ) and i love to make ocs and ship them with other pal’s ocs! and explore their dynamic◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤ ◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤ ◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤
roblox bio! >>heinreich, junot, mikael, matthias, pilot, (adam) ryker-michael perez ; poc ( black, mexican, native amer, pinoy ) goth drag queen queer male he/she bigender gaybian ; g&b jjba fan & history buff, artist, writer musician, ♾️ nd sys ; ✝️ // old user: wetkid23 // care bout ya, bud take care of ye self! dc: (.incarnated.freak) kaubstaircase for carrd and straw page! Here to spread positivity and joy! Love urself :D this is a safe space. BYI/DNI If you have malicious intent or are basic dni criteria please dni! I have boundaries and I also don’t want to associate with people like that <3 and I am also a minor please be careful with me and mindful! i’m sadly very shy so i might not speak first! </3 but you’re all so cool! ( trad goth jean! <3 ) timezone : pst/pdtily frits! <33 and friends